Thursday, October 15, 2015

At Twilight



At Twilight

     Sometimes she can’t sleep.  It isn’t because of nightmares or insomnia.  It isn’t because she is unhappy.  Sometimes sleep can’t come because she is too high on all the love in her life.  It seems surreal that she could have so much- every dream coming true.  The feelings are overpowering keeping her up making her stare at the blonde mane on the pillow beside her.  The airstream is cramped but she doesn’t mind.   He has big plans to make their cabin a paradise for them and the little one growing inside of her.   She may have raised her brothers and was a mama hen to everyone that came into her life but this is so different.  It is so much more.  She thought she could only have that great love for Jane but she already has it for a baby she hasn’t even laid eyes on yet.  

     So at twilight as Teresa Lisbon slides into the same, rough bed beside her husband all she can do is be grateful.  Be grateful that Jane came to her, that they were able to admit their love, that they got married and now shared a precious gift.   She runs her hand through his hair and he answers her question she didn’t know she was asking with closed eyes.  “Sleep, Teresa, it will all still be here in the morning.  You have my word.  When have I ever been wrong?”  She smiles softly to herself, places a kiss to his temple and closes her eyes.  Still unable to sleep as she basks in the happiness she never thought would be hers.